Wayne Wayne ^+^****=_=

2009-08-10T22:27:00.004+08:00

O....Sorry..My blog has been resting.in.peace for more than a month i guess~

I have absolutely no idea what to blog about...

It is so difficult to maintain a blog when your routine life is the same all the time ...

Oh well, at least I am trying! :P hehe

Things haven't been really good for me over the past few weeks. Sometimes I wonder...
Am I strong enough to go on with this harsh life,
Where there'll be more and more tougher obstacles as time passes?
Am I given the choice to choose? A chance to change?
I wonder....

Ohwell,

I've been hearing a lot of bad news lately, especially news relating to deaths.
Many sad news in within 2 short weeks, to be exact!
It's really sad and disturbing...

Life is really fragile and unpredictable.
You really will never know what's going to happen in within the next second, minute, hour or day.
Thus, this really got me thinking quite a lot.
I realized that I have so many things that I regret doing.
Yet, there's nothing much that I can do to reverse the effects or consequences of my actions.

Ops..My new semester begin again.~Probably the previous semester i m doing quite well.:D.

(show off har~!!)

Till then..rushing ~~cheers

2009-06-23T01:02:00.003+08:00

Er..I m getting annoyed!!!..as I am all tired...

Finals..@ Finals...Finals...exam is in freaking 2 weeks time.

Am feeling so grateful that I can FINALLY start nerd-ing!

Although I am way behind others, but quote daddy's:

"It's not too late to start now!". (^^,)

*Trying to feel better*

By the way I am still waiting for a day where I sit down peacefully and study in full concentration!
Somehow I just can't help getting more and more panic.
Have you ever felt that your brain doesn't seem to absorb or digest anything you read?
I am so... feeling it right now. :(

Well, currently I always thought that I am able to control my emotions…

But gosh … I have entered in the phrase of 'emotionally unstable'! Freaky~

Guess thinking too much and ended up freaking myself isn't such a good thing!

Oh..till then..it's late..@@..take care..

Give A wave to My IDOL Cristiano Ronaldo.@T_T

2009-06-12T20:37:00.004+08:00

GOOD BYE CRISTIANO RONALDO.....~~

BUllshyt you Real MAdrid.~

A £80million bid for Cristiano Ronaldo from Real Madrid has been accepted! SHyy..Which means RONALDO IS LEAVING soon!!!...How sad wei

A statement on the United website says that they expect the deal to be concluded in the next few days - with Ronny having requested to leave again this summer!
"Manchester United have received a world-record, unconditional offer of £80million for Cristiano Ronaldo from Real Madrid," read a club statement.
"At Cristiano's request - who has again expressed his desire to leave - and after discussion with the player's representatives, United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player.
"Matters are expected to be concluded by 30 June. The club will not comment until further notice."
Ronaldo shouldnt of gone 2 real madrid they only want him coz he's the best player in the world nd they want top quality players now they have ronaldo they will want 2 get benzema nd ribery just 2 say they have the best team but they r RUBBISH .he shouldnt of gone IIIII will miss him..His skills.I mean*
Real MADRID IS SUXXXXXXX>...They Just like an Instant Noodle team.,THEY only buy well-known players and they never develop their own..How useless is The SCOUT TEAM At real madrid??
money shouldnt be part of his transfer!!!!!!!!
Stay, Ronny, Stay!!!

IT's TIme To Nerd..Baby

2009-05-07T01:40:00.003+08:00

Am feeling so grateful that I can FINALLY start nerd-ing! Although I am way behind others, but quote ShauT:

"It's not too late to start now!". (^^,)

*Trying to feel better*

Financial Accounting+Marketing+Business Management+

Business Communication+IT=11 days!!!

I always thought that I am able to control my emotions…But gosh … I have entered in the phrase of 'emotionally unstable'! Freaky~Guess thinking too much and ended up freaking myself isn't such a good thing! Oh well, the good thing about this week is... I managed to watch 1 movies with the boy!

I wonder why is there so many movies related to the end of the world these day.

Ohwell....

I watched X-men **wolverine*

I enjoyed This movie**I like cool-looking

Wolverine is a mediocre but watchable addition to the X-Men series. As the title implies, it concerns the beginnings of Wolverine (Hugh Jackman), the iconic X-Men character with adamantine blades and accelerated self-healing powers, tracing his life from rural Canada to modern-day battlefields. Along the way, he undergoes painful transformations, both physically and emotionally, and meets a bevy of characters, including a younger version of the evermanupulative William Stryker (Danny Huston).

Movie Rate:4/5

Okay okay,
Back to studies… can't waste some more time…Shall get back to my work now… till then,

Take good care people and have a good week ahead… =)

Cheers~

Stay Tunned.~~

2009-04-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

Welcome to my poor abandoned blog.

(Nobody comes here anyway...)

It's been 3 weeks since new semester started and I've been waking up late each and everyday

without fail. Gosh, it seems much tougher to wake up early compare to last time.

Can't help snoozing till the very last minute =P

One simple word ... LOST! :P <--- Not exactly 100%, but I do feel a little lost

Slacked a lot during the first semester and was pretty occupied with event(s).

So... its really time to catch things up.

But Holiday mood is still haunting me....

(This lazy pig will always find all kinds of excuses...)

Oh well, seeing others work hard will make me feel scared and eventually pressure me to start working hard too. Peer pressure is really strong to me?

... aiming to study/ revise, I hate:

1. The fact that I will keep looking for something to eat.

I just needed to munch something / fill my mouth you see...

Ferrero Rocher will usually be my first option *choc choc*

... which is why there is always a box in the fridge!

2. The sight of my cozy bed which never fails to get me all tempted to sleep…

Besides, it rains in the evening for 2 consequent days... perfect weather to sleep? :P

3. The fact that I am easily distracted by MSN and facebook!!!

Will be clicking facebook especially every now and then. Gosh~

4. Unnecessary 'noises' such as naggings, noises produced by the television, karaoke etc

Actually all these are just lame excuses... Basically I am just lazy!

I clearly know that I can't afford to procrastinate like usual and that I need to get things started. I feel panic seeing others completing their assignment and stress are slowly adding up
But........I m just LAzy.~

Once again... I did absolutely nothing related to studies at all today~~

I don't know whether I should be proud or start to panic! :P

But one thing for sure, I had a good and happy day! *hops around*

Cheers for now! To Be continue .........GEt to Bed Now..
HAVE A GREAT WEEK EVERYONE~ ^^V

2009-04-08T22:33:00.001+08:00

Should I go INto a Relationship right Now?

Is still not the right time yet??

STEVEN TEA GARDEN

2009-03-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

Heard about Steven Tea Garden??

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2009-03-15T14:35:00.004+08:00

At last...Final exam is finally over.,!!!!@@!!=)

So, i would like to wish HAPPY Holiday To everyone~~

Somehow, I am NOT that happy about it,
Odd enough?
I was all excited during finals and now when its finally over,
yet I am not feeling very good about it anymore.

I started feeling a little worry about results,
(Okay, maybe a lot worry)..

Okie..I m still planning what should I do during this 2 weeks holiday.~~

Sometimes I just don't quite understand myself.

I get very emo trying to figure out who exactly I am.
So I better just stop thinking to not get over emo.

Do you understand me? =P
Anyone??

Oh well,
I am all IN LOVE with chocolates!
Yum- mey!!!

I know chocolates are fattening,
but I don't seem to be much bothered about the consequences for now.
There's always phrase that goes;
'Eat adi only then only think about the sollutions'
playing in my brain these days.
But it only happens to things related to FOOD, ok.

I HEART FOOD!!

My parents better start hiding the boxes of Ferrero Rocher at home or
it will soon be gone real soon.

Anyone wants to share some? =)

Actually,
I will also gain weight from eating so much these days.... =)
I think, by the end of the holidays,
If I managed to keep my current weight, it will be a total achievement.

Till then,

Cheers Everyone...<>

2009-03-11T11:43:00.001+08:00

WEEEEEeeeeee~!!! It's been quite some time since I feel so happy and hyper!

I never feel so stress-free and just so…. Basically FREE!!! It's just great.... Am REALLY enjoying my ass out while I still can… hehehe. * Full wide grin! =D *

Am too tired to blog/ update now as I was out almost the entire day.
Will do so tomorrow when I get back home from my outing with dearest friends. =)

I really had a great day today!
AND I hope everyday will be filled with smiles just like today....

2009-03-06T10:44:00.002+08:00

Just got back from a LONG day in college and can't help thinking that tomorrow will be a much LONGER day compare to today and thinking about EVERYONE else are on holidays doesn't help. =(

Anyway, I decided to take break from studying to blog now.
The nearer to exam, the lazier and out of mood I get.
AND, the more I feel like doing something else to keep myself busy.
How ironic!
Worst, my time had turned upside down,
feeling all sleepy in the morning, and all active in the night.

FINALS IS AROUND THE CORNER>>>GOSHH

I am supposed to be studying now
(yes the book is wide open right beside of me),
But unfortunately, I got all distracted, like usual. HEHE.
All my power to study (like yesterday) shut down just like that.

Oh well,
I realize I have been ranting quite a lot these days,
And of course,
Its also obvious that I am more emotional as well.

I think its about time for me to do something about it.
It sucks whining everyday!
(Even I got fed up of my own self)
Knowing life is harsh, might as well just live with it
and try to make the best out of it.

I wish I could brain wash my brain to abide to that statement!
But the fact is I really need to put that in mind to not suffocate myself so much.

Honestly, I did not even perform that well during my exam.
My results are only moderate.
Not too bad but not too good.

Those statements made are definitely stereotypical decision. Why must people make sure assumptions?
Can't you fell that its pressuring?
I don't deny the fact that some of them are really bright students, BUT it doesn't mean that everyone else is at the equal pace and standard.

Oh well,
Shall not rant so much...
Instead, I shall just get back to work...

Hope to see you guys soon.MIssieee.>Cheers

Ready For Battle

2009-02-24T08:10:00.003+08:00

The new 3-star range commemorates the club's triumphs in the competition. Each item is adorned with three gold stars..Proud..Proud..Ok..I think manchester united going to take their 4th star this year..

Fergie ready for Inter battle
Sir Alex Ferguson has told Manchester United: Beat Inter Milan and we can win the Champions League again. The Old Trafford boss meets his old foe Jose Mourinho as Inter host the reigning champions in a mouthwatering first-leg clash tomorrow.

Fergie said: “We are one of the favourites. A very difficult match awaits us. One of the keys will be our ability to control them. If we go through, we can go far. Inter are very South American with the technique and mentality of Argentina and with some very good Brazilians. Their players are strong like Julio Cruz, Adriano and, above all, Ibrahimovic.”

Tomorrow’s game in the San Siro is a huge test for United and Fergie, who has an appalling record against the Special One. Fergie added: “Jose is my old friend. Some people don’t like him because he’s impertinent. I really like him. He’s correct.”

Sir Alex Ferguson has challenged Manchester United to win EVERY game between now and the end of the season. The world, European and Premier League champions remain on course for an unprecedented Quintuple win..

OK..I shall stop here right now..I will be supporting manchester united tonight..~~Rock to the world baby...~Ready for the battle...Cheers..~~Take the challenge..

2009-02-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

I had such a good day today! Why? Because I am all happy and carefreetoday! :)
It feels soooooooo good~~~
Life without worries, stress and disturbance is just so good, even if it only last for a day.

Anyway
I am rather inspired to study as well as inspired to be a nerd now.
(How random!)
BUT, my fat arse just keeps getting stuck on any chair(s) in front of the TV, Laptop and food!
Finals are in a month time..... Slightly more than 3 weeks to be accurate.

And that's not a reason to procrastinate right, BUT I cant help it!
TV programmes seem to be so attractive these days, I don't understand why... do you know why? hehe
AND I 100% need to stop eating so much!

Why do I always feel hungry for no absolute reasons and feels like eating almost everything at one go? I am so tempted to eat whenever I see the sight of food.
CRAZY!
Am I growing or what?? LOL. I definitely hope thats the reason.

Well, I never expect to win or anything.It's purely RANDOM ya...

OKOK..Will update again when I have the time.

Cheers~

Valentine Day

2009-02-13T22:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!!!
Flowers, chocolates, cards, teddy bears are items that shouldn't be missed today.
Girls grinning from ears to ears after receiving gifts from their boyfriend can be seen all over college. (well, not me of course)
But i do receive chocolates from my dear college mates.

Now i got myself ferrero rochers (I am not sure how do you spell it, LOL) to enjoy. Yum Yum!
Well, Valentine's Day is not celebrated by couples only.
Although it might be a little lonely today, HAHA, but still, it's just another day.
No big deal.

Now, I am all speechless.
I am pretty blank.
I am emotionless.
I am lazy.
I am out of mood to study.
I am deprieved of sleep. (I just cant seem to get enough of sleep every night)
I have no idea what to blog and I barely have any input in my head.

Guess I will just stop here and update later tonight.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
Spread the love people....... and feel the love.........
Love and to be loved........
For those who plans to confess today, best of luck....Jia you.(^_^)
For those who are attach, enjoy the lovey dovey day with your other half.

For those who are single, no biggy, you can still enjoy your day with your family and friends.
Do things that you like/ fancy or maybe try on some dare devil stunts.
Enjoy the day no matter what!

As for me, i guess i shall just get home, get myself 'comfortable' on the wooden chair in my house and watch TV or maybe i shall just get myself a long long comfy nap.
Bet i won't be in the mood to study AGAIN tonight.
I am such a lazy bum. HEHE.

To my family, all my good friends, close friends, college friends, ex-secondary school mates, ex- tuition mates, travel friends, yada yada yada, practically to everyone,
Thanks a lot for everything and love you guys.
*huggies*
May God bless everyone.

I hope everyone will have a great and superb day today, have fun,
CHEERS~!

2009-02-10T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I guess about 1 weeks.

It has been a week since I last updated my blog.
I basically don’t know what to blog about as nothing special really happened recently.

I must say I had a pretty rough but happy week (last week).
But, no doubt, I have been rather emotional these few days with no direct reason to it.
Sigh.

15 days of Chinese New Year passed just like that.
That means no more going house-to-house collecting red packets @‘Ang Pau’ session. Must wait all the way till next year, which is like more or less 11 months from now.
Nah, I better not think that far.
One thing I know is, time moves too fast and I don’t like it.

..Give us our little wishes, our own clothes, our harmless rebellions. The chance to make our own mistakes, to grow our special gardens. Tolerate our musings, as we learn and change our minds. Don’t lead or we wont learn to walk alone, to see, or speak our minds.

Listen before you judge us; we feel deeply and have reasons, too.
Remember we must chase different dreams before we find what we best can do

Trust out actions and our choices, however different from your own.
Give us the courage to take chances, to know if we fall we are not alone.
Have patience with our yearnings as we see our intentions through. Let us know that where we are coming from is a safe place to return to.

Allow us the freedom to be creative,
The opportunity to be wrong. Teach us that we don’t have to be perfect to belong.
Give us our secret plans, our own music, our space to grow.
Learn with us as we discover these things. When the time is right, let us go.

Okok..valentine day is around the corner..Er..Valentine Freak le.~~(Its a Lonely valentine day again)

WIsh you all first...

May you enjoy your day with your loved ones and friends.
Those attached, hope you both will last eternity, while those who are still single, not to worry, patient, your turn will come. *hugs*
It’s definitely the perfect day to express your love and care towards your other half, friends and family. But to me, everyday is Valentine’s Day as long as everyone is happy!
Have a lovely Valentines this coming saturday~~

~Although, all my friends are far too busy to celebrate Valentines Day with me,
I’m glad to have all my family members by my side and I thank God for that.
Love each and every one of them; Same goes to all my friends who abandoned me for their girlfriends. I’ll take my revenge. *Evil grins*
Kidding. I am a very understanding person. *perasan*

Everyday would be a better day if you smile more. That’s what I learn in this period my time.
Being sad, there will still be another day, being happy, still another day.
Why not smile as its healthier?
From what I heard, it helps to prevent pimples from growing.
I don’t know how true that is, but I guess it’s worth a try.
Hahaha.
~ With a smile, you can brighten up someone else’s life.
I couldn’t agree more with that. (^_^)
JOY IS NOT IN THINGS, IT IS IN US.

Be glad of life
Because it gives
You the chance
To love and to work
And to play and to
Look up at the stars

~Happiness cannot come from without.
It must come from within.
It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other fellow and then for ourselves..Hope god bless everyone...

I hope everyone will have a great and superb day today, have fun,
CHEERS~!

2009-02-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my poor abandoned blog.

2009-01-24T17:32:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year

Gong xi fa cai !

Kung hsi fa tsai !

Best wishes and congratulations!

Best wishes for health and prosperity!

Have a good year!"

To prepare for the Chinese New Year, many families:

Clean their places of business a week before the holiday. Families also clean their homes. This symbolizes sweeping out the old and welcoming in the new. Once the New Year celebration begins, it is thought to be bad luck to clean until the celebration is over because good luck arrives with the new year. If houses are cleaned, the good luck might get swept out or scrubbed away.
Put away all their scissors and knives because they might cut their newly arrived luck.
Decorate homes with fresh flowers and small trees for the new year celebration. Different trees and flowers have special meanings that bring good luck.
Hang special pictures called Nian hua. These are banners that say "Good Luck".
Hang paper scrolls on the wall that have special good luck poems written on them. These poems are always hung in pairs and are also on red paper. They are called spring couplets and offer good wishes for happiness, wealth, longevity, etc.
Put a plate of oranges in the center of their table because this is considered to be good luck. The oranges are stacked in the shape of a pyramid. Red apples are also a symbol of good luck.
Remember the tradition of the kitchen god because it is an important part of Chinese New Year. It is an old belief that the kitchen god is a spirit that lives in homes. The job of the kitchen god is to give a report back to the Jade Emperor (the king of the gods) about how the family has behaved for the past year. The kitchen god leaves the house on the 23rd day of the last month of the year. On this night, the family leaves a special meal for the kitchen god. They may have a small altar or picture of the kitchen god in their kitchen. Families place sweet treats near the altar so the kitchen god will say only sweet things about them. Sometimes they leave sticky foods for him to "stick" his mouth shut so he cannot tell the Jade Emperor anything bad. They offer a prayer and then burn the picture of the kitchen god to symbolize his departure and then set off firecrackers. The noise of the firecrackers makes the kitchen god leave. He returns on the first day of the new year.
Buy new clothes for the new year.
Get a haircut during this time because it is believed that this will bring good luck for the next 12 months.
Hang different kinds of red decorations everywhere because red is a color of good luck.
Make sure that all their debts are paid.

On New Year's Eve, many families:

Gather together with extended relatives.
Have a big, special meal with special foods.
Seal their windows to seal in good luck.
Take a long bath because they do not wash on New Year's Day.
Stay up all night.
Let the children stay up as late as they can because it is believed that the longer the children stay up, the longer their parents will live.
Set off fireworks to scare away evil spirits. The door guardians, Chi'in Ch'iung and Yu-chih Kung, make sure that the evil spirits leave and only good spirits enter.
Welcome the kitchen god back into their home at midnight by setting off fireworks.
Give gifts of good luck money in special red envelopes called Ya Sui Quain. This is called "suppressing age" money and is supposed to stop children from getting older.
Visit temples to pray for their ancestors and to pray for good fortune.
Send special New Year's cards to friends and relatives.

Once again>>GONG XI FA CHAI To Everyone ..

CHeers>......

People..IT works On ME~~~~HEHE

2009-01-22T22:58:00.005+08:00

IT'S TRUE!!!!

12 Ways to Know That You Love Someone

TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you goo to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you. You see only him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number 7 is missing.

ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST.......

*****

SLEEPLESSNESS--

2009-01-22T07:25:00.000+08:00

SHYT ya..HELP...people , I m Suffering From insomnia>~~~>>

Taurus~~***

2009-01-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Erm...My Horoscope..Taurus.>~~The coolest ever>~~XD(Every horoscope are cool as well...)

TAURUS - The Tramp
People who are Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser.**( am I??Indeed I am)... Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with Are the most attractive people on earth!

Gosh, so fast a week gone!!!With no doubt, I wasted one whole week doing practically nothing.
Yeah, absolutely nothing besides sleeping, eating, watching movie, and sitting in front of the computer for hours and sms-ing till I ran out of credit everyday!
Yeah, I mean everyday.

Anyone who is kind who want to pay for my phone bill??

Haha...kidding..

Hm, everyday I sleep late and wake up late! Gosh, a total unhealthy lifestyle!
I really wish to study, but they are too many things distracting me!!

~ The Movie, my hand phone, the bed, food, and etc.
Sigh. Can’t help it!!
I get really afraid and panic when I know others are studying, like ...xxxx....
I really have to catch up before it’s too late. *sobs*

I felt really touched today. i really did!!
I got really really happy after seeing 2 of my friends today.
Although i feel really happy and touched today, somehow deep down in my heart, i still feel uneasy.
I felt really sorry for telling a lie. I wont elaborate much on this.
I really feel sorry for doing so. Sigh...

OKok...shall stop here today~~~

Wayne says smile and be happy everyday
then everyday will turn out to be a better day….. Cheers! (^_^)

RanDom-Ness On Me~~~

2009-01-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

HelOOooo....HellOOOo

Am so glad that we are coming to the end of this tiresome +stressful week!
Don't you just feel great when that heavy burden on your shoulder is finally gone?
If you ask me, I definitely feel lighter now!
*hops hops hops*

Well....Well..I'm so emotionally unstable nowadays.

It's just so weird.
A small tiny gesture will be able to make me smile or grin till the maximum or shall I say till my tiny eyes close.
A small tiny gesture will also make me sad or make me think a lot.
It's quite disturbing at times and it causes me to have sleeping deprivations..

Okie.As i was looking through some article from network..

I realized something>~...About love ya..~~Again..And again~~~

I REALIZED>>>>REALIZED>>>A THOUGHT that strenghten My mind.~~

DOES HE OR SHE STILL LOVE YOU??HOW TO GET HIM/Her BACK??

Depending on the reasons why your romance came to an end, you probably don't have many chances to reconnect with the person you love. Usually when a couple decides to have a separation, there is no real identification between them, no real love, etc.

However, there are cases when a separation makes the relationship after it much stronger, because the couple realizes that they need to be together and that their problems can easily be solved.

What really matters is the love they feel for each other.

Many times there are other factors influencing a relationship, the couple starts facing problems that don't depend on their will and in the end, they arrive at a point where only a separation seems to be the right solution, even though they love each other very much and they could be happy together, if they didn't have so many obstacles in their way...

Of course if you still are in love, you want your ex back, and you don't care about anything else... you cannot think logically.

However, be reasonable and sincerely answer these questions:

Where you happy with this relationship?
Does he or she really fit with you? Do you feel that you both have similar or identical personalities?
How is your future with him or her going to be?
Do you really believe that this relationship is perfect for you on all points?If you could give a positive answer to all these questions, then try to understand why he or she decided to have a separation, why they don't want to continue the relationship with you, etc.

**--++
If you know that the reason is the appearance of another person in their lives, then you had better forget them. Or, you had better give them enough time to perceive that they are making a mistake.
If you try to conquer them back now that they are in love with someone else, you have no chance of success.Otherwise, you have to accept their decision, thinking that if they cannot evaluate who you are and prefer you instead of someone else, this is because they will never make you happy.
You want to have a relationship in order to be happy with your partner. If he or she only makes you suffer, you had better live alone...Don't insist if you see that they don't feel that you are special to them, because even if you manage to conquer them back, they will leave you again later, which will be worse.
Only if you truly believe that they probably love you and that you both are the perfect couple because you'll really be happy together, then there is meaning in trying to get them back.If this is the case, show them you still love them and that you are waiting for them.
Your own dreams will guide you in this difficult period of time, since you have objective information about the person you love there. Be wise and learn everything you can about them only by interpreting your own dreams, and act based on the reality as it is, and not based on your suppositions.
This is in fact the only way you'll know for sure if he or she really loves you, if they still want you and mainly: if this relationship will really be good for you.
Trust the wisdom of the unconscious mind that sends you protective dreams everyday in order to save your human side from the attacks of the wild side of your conscience. Don't trust your suppositions, because if you are in love, you simply want to believe that he or she still loves you...
Learn the truth, and learn how to find the right person for you, if the person you love today is not your perfect match, because only your perfect match will make you happy. You should never accept having relationships that won't give you the happiness you need! Only if the person you love today is really the perfect one for you, will the wise unconscious mind help you get them back without a doubt.
A decision that changed our relationship and life forever
When we first got together we made one of the most important decisions we've ever made. We made a conscious decision that we weren't willing to settle for anything less than an incredible relationship.

We made the decision that we were willing do whatever was necessary to create this relationship filled with lots of love, passion and a truly heartfelt connection and friendship with each other.

Now we know beyond a shadow of a doubt, that it is truly possible for you to have the love you want in your life.

But, In order to have the kind of relationships you've always hoped for, dreamed about, prayed for and cried about--there are certain things that you have to begin doing differently than you're doing now.
Its sad but it's true..~the fact~~Most people are in unhappy relationships.(My opinion)
Why do I think this is?
If your relationship is like most others, when you first got together with someone, there was lots of excitement, love, friendship, connection and yes, even passion.
Then, as time passed-- you started getting that empty feeling inside and began asking yourself questions like... "is this all there is?", "where did the passion go?", "how come I don't see you as much as I'd like", or "why can't you be the way you used to be?"
If you're not in a relationship right now-- you're probably asking yourself questions like, "why can't I find someone I really want to be with?" or "where are the people who are interested in having more fun, enjoying life and have the same values as me?"
These are some possible thoughts that people want more from their relationships than they'd been able to have up until now.
-You've tried everything you know--but you still want more.
-You want more love in your life.
-More understanding.
-More Passion.
-A deeper connection.
-Better communication
and More trust.
Correct??
These are the same kinds of things we all want in our relationships. The trouble is, most of us never figure out how to have them.
Relationships can be painful. If you're like most people, you're sick of the struggle, the pain and the frustration of trying to get what you want in a relationship.
So,Do appreciate the moment you all have and Move on~..Wish My friends..Cheers~~

Just Bored

2009-01-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners andelegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when yourpartner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyaland faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as somethingprecious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love ascommitment. Love only works when both people are totally devot

What are the key to your heart?

My views~~

2009-01-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

I believe to be successful in love, you must love with your mind and not your heart. Emotional love can drive you into weird and strange behaviors and will usually be manifested as jealousy or manipulation for the sake of vanity or lust.

Love confused with passion usually burns out quickly. Love nurtured with communication and a genuine outgoing concern for the object of your affection has a much more lasting potential.love is an essential part of the human build, without the people we love, we are nothing. we thrive on that hope that we will one day find that one person who will one day make our lives whole... sometimes that doesnt work, but for an instant, it was there, and you tasted a sampling of what that true love will be like. without that promise of love, there is nothing to really live for.

2009-01-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

Heloo...Wakey..wakey...My life seem to be hectic nowadays..So ended up posting something about the relationship thingy la..hope it'will help somebody~~Be happy~my dear friend.~**Being in love is supposed to feel great. But sometimes it just feels confusing.

What can you do if you are being hurt, controlled or treated badly in a relationship?

ABOUT BREAKING UP

Breaking up can be a very difficult decision. Sometimes people say "why don't you just break up with him?", but often they don't understand how hard it can be to leave. You may be reluctant to break up with him, for lots of different reasons like:

you love him because he is still good to you sometimes
you hope he will change
you are scared to leave him because of what he could do
all your friends have boyfriends and you'd feel left out or alone without him
you feel worthless without him
he says he loves you
you feel you can't avoid him because he's at the same school or has the same friends.

It can be really hard to break up, especially if you still love him or if he says he loves you. But if he is treating you badly, this is not showing love or respect. This kind of treatment can be very damaging for your self confidence. You deserve to have someone who says he loves you and shows he loves you by always treating you with respect.

Your boyfriend may really try to pressure you if you try to break up. If he thinks you will leave him, he might improve his treatment of you for a while but then go back to his old behaviour later, when he feels in control again. Be suspicious if he promises to change when you leave or threaten to leave. If your boyfriend has not respected your rights in the relationship so far, then how likely is it that he will change his attitude now?

The abuse and violence won't just go away - in fact, usually girls say it gets worse over time. Some have found that the abuse increased when they have tried to break up. Think carefully about your physical safety - if you are afraid of him, take these feelings seriously because you could be in real danger.

It's your decision. If you do decide to continue being in the relationship, or if you decide to split up with him, think of ways to protect yourself from any more violence .

A healthy relationship is based on respect.

It's when:

you have fun together
you both feel like you can be yourself
you can have different opinions and interests
you listen to each other
you trust each other
you can both compromise, say sorry, and talk arguments out
you don't have to spend all of you spare time together - you can spend time on your own, or with your own friends and family.

Jealousy - is this love?

Jealousy might seem like a sign of love. But when someone uses anger or jealousy to try to control what you do, or acts like they 'own' you, this isn't love - it's control. You've got every right to talk to anyone you want to.

"If this is love, why do I feel so bad?"

Often the first indication that there is something wrong in the way you are being treated is how you feel. You feel uneasy, tense, confused, like something isn't right. Below is a list of some of the ways that people say they felt when they were in an abusive relationship.

Pressured
Confused
Guilty, like you are not good enough
Angry
Uncomfortable
Scared
Nervous or tense
Humiliated
Bad about yourself
Trapped
Restricted or controlled (like you have to watch what you do or say)
Upset

Listening to your feelings is important. Think about how you feel when you are with your boyfriend or girlfriend. Do you feel any of these things when you are with them?

Abuse can have an affect on you in all sorts of ways, such as

not sleeping properly
nausea or headaches
abusing alcohol or drugs
anxiety or depression
missing classes, wagging school or taking days off work
lower marks at school or Uni
constantly trying to do what they want
not communicating with your parents or family, or lying to them because they might blame you somehow or stop you from going out
feeling like you can't trust people
losing touch with who you are and what is important to you, your own opinions, feelings, friends, family
having less confidence in yourself
feeling alone and afraid to tell anyone

Someone who loves you should help you to feel good about yourself. No-one has the right to abuse you and make you feel so bad or confused.

Having a good relationship doesn't mean you have to have sex. But whatever you do, whether it's kissing, touching or having sex, it should always be something that you both want to do.

Sex is meant to be:

something you decide to do when you're ready to
something that makes you both feel good
something you can interrupt or stop at any time
safe (because you're both prepared with condoms to protect you from sexually transmitted infections and unwanted pregnancy)

Sex isn't meant to be:

the only way to prove that you love someone
something you feel pressured or forced into
something you do because 'everyone else is doing it'
something that makes you feel used.

Remember, if you've been kissing or touching but don't want to go any further, that's ok. Kissing is not a contract.

Trust and communication

The most important thing in a sexual relationship is that you trust the other person and you feel like you can communicate with them.

If you are considering a sexual relationship, or if you are in a sexual relationship, ask yourself:

How much do I trust this person to respect what I do and don't want to do?
How comfortable would I feel talking with them about safe sex and contraception?
How comfortable would I feel saying no to them?

Someone who loves you should respect your right to decide if and when to have sex.

If you don't feel ready to have sex, you could say "I really like you but I don't feel ready to have sex yet".

Stay Cool..My friend..~

Empty~

2009-01-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

I am currently sitting in front of my computer.. .
It is either I get my arse all busy with work (basically tutorials, assignments & bucking up) or I end up stoning in front of the computer not knowing what to do.

I need some entertainment in my life~~~ Entertainment please???
I am a little bored and tired with the routine life I am leading these days…

Can you believe it, I have not watch a proper TV show for almost 2 weeks? Still counting.
Now I actually miss the holidays but as a matter of fact, I missed university life while I was on holiday back then. How ironic?
I guess this is how normal humans behave? Am I right?
Humans are 'creatures' who never seems to be satisfied.

Oh well, been really tired these days… sleeping time seems to be so short. Why ar?

Cheers~~

2009-01-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

In another 15 days, Chinese will celebrate the Lunar Chinese New Year.

I suppose everyone has been listening to lots of Chinese New Year songs and notice lots of CNY decorations being displayed in almost every mall you head to.
So fast, we have to say good-bye to the year of dono and say HELLO to the year of OX.
These 2 weeks would be the busiest week for all Chinese, as well as my own family.
No no no, only mom is going to busy..

We have to climb up and down to clean the house, rearrange some furniture, change curtain, bed sheets, re deco the house and go shopping for new clothes and goodies and etc.

Sigh, I realized I rant too much nowadays.
Too many things happened for some reasons that I do not know.

Maybe what my friend sherynn said is right about the Chinese prediction about my year ahead.

She advised me to tolerate with others, must always let others win and avoid argument.
I thought it wasn’t such a serious matter at 1st, but now, I guess I will have to learn to control my temper that is turning bad to worst.
Now, I think what the elderly said by ‘I eat salt more than you eat salt’, direct translation from Chinese is correct BUT not all the time.

Actually all these arguments are just minor problems that can be avoided. Yet, I think I search for trouble myself. How silly.Instead of arguing and thinking that I am rite (which is true), I should actually observe other people around me.
So many people just loaf around without any proper shelter to head to, some small kids begging and some with physical problems as well as those without proper education and those dying of hunger in some where around the globe.
Sometimes I just couldn’t see how lucky I am to be alive with practically everything I need.
I was given education, food, clothes, shelter and everything, yet I take things for granted.
All thanks to my temper and behavior.
Sigh, think bad all those things I did, it was such a childish act.
Silly and Stupid I should say.
Whatever it was, weither I was right or my parents were right, everything passed.
‘Let bygone be bygone’.
Take a cloth and wipe all those sickening feelings.

Went shopping yesterday as well as today at One utama with my parents ..

This is the very 1st time; I actually enjoyed shopping 100% and bought the most stuff at once.
I wasn’t the only one feeling this way; guess my whole family was having fun.
Want to know the reason?

MY dad paid everyting..~~XD

So of course we took this opportunity to ....shop till we drop..hehehe (^_^)

OKOK..

Must get back to work/ studies, NOW!=(

Too many things to be completed this week.
*Can't breathe! suffocating*

Cheers too all~ ^^

Good Day

2009-01-10T09:51:00.000+08:00

I had such a good day today! Why? Because I am all happy and carefree today! :)
It feels soooooooo good~~~
Life without worries, stress and disturbance is just so good, even if it only last for a day.

And I think I'm starting to fall in love with Starbucks again??? :P

2009-01-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yahoo!! It is the weekend again!
I never look forward for weekends as much as I do now. However, it is not going to be a relaxing weekend as I have so much to do.
I have to study all subjects...

OKOK

How's my feeling back in college?
1 - I am rather happy that I was able to sleep early last night after almost 1 week facing insomnia. So I managed to wake up this morning rather easily.
2 - Honestly, I was rather lazy to wake up early in the morning actually.
Didn't want to get out of the bed although I was already awake.

3 - I felt a little emo through out the day.
Although I hate the fact that I am emo,
I just can't help it.
Guess I need a little longer time to get back to normal.

Or, do I look normal enough in college today? =P lolz
-- Somebody just said a screw from my brain just dropped out.
(Oops, I am confused.
Am I getting insane/ sot sot as a result of being emo??
Or I am just plain emo??)

It is a practically normal week with all the usual doing homework till late night thing, sitting in front of the monitor surfing for information for hours, study as much as I could before I sleep, as well as going to college feeling all sleepy+ tired which cause me to not concentrate fully in class. I know that is bad. =P

OKOK..shall get back to bed again.

Have an awesome week people..

Cheers~~

Ao....

2009-01-09T07:24:00.000+08:00

Well...Taylor’s University College and TAYMUN (Taylor’s Model United Nations) Club (one of the TUC Clubs) are honoured to have Yang Amat Berbahagia Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad, Honorary President, Perdana Leadership Foundation to present a lecture on “Global Peace” at Taylor’s University College (Main Campus).

Details

Date : 12 January 2009 (Monday)

Time : 10.30am - 1.00pm

Venue : LT1 and live telecast at LT2

Organised by : Taylor’s Model United Nations (TAYMUN) Club

Taylor’s Model United Nations (TAYMUN), an academic simulation of the United Nations, aims to educate its members about civics, effective communication, globalisation and multilateral diplomacy through developing solutions to world problems. Kindly see attached for more information about TAYMUN and why they have chosen Tun Dr Mahathir to give a lecture about Global Peace..

Just for taylorian ya...Thanks

Questione

2009-01-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO..People..CAN ANYONE Differentiate BeTWEEN Scientific Calculator And Financial Calculator??What iS tHe Different??It's difficult to Differentiate between this two varieties..Help Me ya..~~

RANDOM STUFF AGAIN AND AGAIN

2009-01-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Wakey wakey>~~~(KONBAWa,,Hajimimashitte,..Li Tenki desu Ne).>>XDDD

HellO people,,

3rd semester of mine business studies had totally recommenced today after a 5 weeks long holiday.

Upon arriving to the front gate of Taylor's UNIVERSITY College, all you can see is tones and tones of new students from the January intake.We had no idea what happened the day before (Orientation day), but we were really shocked to see all Jan intake students are actually wearing their student id..(so ugly..XD~~~--_)

Recalling last 9 months, on the week we started our 1st semester, we couldn't even be bother to actually wear our student id, as we don't want others to actually look at out awfully taken picture.
But, the Jan intake students don't quite seems to be bother about their picture as they are wearing their student id wherever they go, no matter is to FOH FOH for lunch, or to ASia cafe or just everywhere.
You can identified a new Taylorians easily almost every where with their id on.
We thought this will only be temporary, but until today, most of them are still wearing the id.
(This is how we differentiate the old students and the new students)..

Anyway, it feels really great meeting all my 3.2(my class) friends after a long holiday.

Everyone seems to be all healthy and happy after a good 4 weeks rest, except when it comes to results.

Our timetable for this semester is really bad.
All of us don't like the arrangement of our classes at all. We need more holiday~./

I feel pretty lost most of the time during break nowadays..4 hours of Brekatime.>~Where were you going?++-...

Besides, We had only 2 lecturers teaching us this semester..They are MS Tham and MS THAMA>~XD....

MS THAM is a pretty good teacher, but it is a definately a compulsory for all to study ahead before she starts her class or else, you will feel all lost.

The way she teaches is not bad, but at times, not many will be able to understand every single word that she uttered.

She has this funny way of teaching at times as her voice can go really high at one minute and very low at another minute.
She speaks really fast as if she doesn't have to stop to catch a breath before she continues.

OKOK..

Now the sad moment,
I have lots of things running in my head recently.

And the happy moment,

Thankfully, there is always this person,
a person who is always there for me whenever I needed to rant, to cry, to talk…
a person who supports me and will not let me fall …
a person who never fails to make me smile and keeps me going …
You know who you are, appreciate you big time! HEHE(APPRECIATED)

Dont ever MisUnderstood yupe...

(Woopsie, this sound so... mushy~ =P)

The sad one again. .I watched a documentary where the meat of a woman's body was fried and eaten.

The victim was murdered and parts of her body was put into packages and later served as dinner.
Humans are now eating human's meat!!!
The murderer and his co-murderer had actually confessed that human's meat taste much more delicious compare to any other types of meat (e.g chicken, beef, mutton) and is addictive too. EWW Puki..It;s extremely unpleasant....

Now do you see how creepy the world is?
As time passes, the world is not a safe place anymore!

All these happen because of lack of moral values?
Lack of sanctions?
Lack of socialization?

Oh well, appreciates your loved ones and appreciate lives!
Dont give up easily cause they are people out they who are suffering more than we do!
Should be thankful and grateful with what we have now.

Be extra careful with people you mingle with and open your eyes when you get to know new people.
Don't ever trust meeting someone you never met before on the internet alone without informing anyone.
Don't believe in all the cons where they will tell you that you have won million/ billions of cash. Those are plain lies!!
Don't ever give your account number to anyone you don't know.
Don't do ANYTHING at all for the sake of money.
There will be other alternative ways to solve problems.

(>.<) Please excuse with my horrible English.

Okay I don't know what more to say. HEHE!
This post if indeed way too long!
Sorry!

Love you all,
my friends and family.
I treasure you guys LOTS!
=P

2009-01-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

Class iS Finally Starting Soon..::

Which means,,

- NO MORE waking up late when the sun burns my arse.
- NO MORE going out so much to everywhere
- NO MORE complaning being bored (I can foresee the pile of work I'll be getting)
- NO MORE long sleep!!!
- NO MORE sitting in front of the Computer and do nothing
- NO MORE being lazy

- NO MORE Dating..XD
and NO MORE a lot of things...

But BUT, below all that, its good to be back in class.
Can finally see my friends and can finally NOT stay at home so much...

Alright then, shall enjoy my last free SUNDAY~~~ =)

Have a good Sunday people and Have a good week ahead!
Cheers~

RANDOM RANTS

2009-01-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Wakey..wakey...LouSy Lousy~~

As days pass,

I feel so lost with my surroundings,
And time never seems to be enough for me.

I am almost all tired everyday,
Barely enough time to even have sufficient sleep,
Not mentioning hardly any time to revise or study.

There is just too much work at one go,
When one task is done,
Another task will emerge at once,
It feels like a never ending process.

While feeling all stressed and pressured,
I am trying to maintain a positive mind,
Believing that after all the hardships, tortures and pains,
There will be happy endings waiting for me at the end.

Knowing that nothing comes easy,
And all these hardships are just challenges to test my abilities,
Thus it would not be an obstacle to stop me from moving forward.

Am trying my very best to cope with the current situation,
Although it's not easy to stand alone at times,
With no choice,
Relying and depending on people is definitely not easy,
Therefore, being strong and independent become my only determinations that drive me forward.

p/s- Please ignore and forgive my atrocious English.

Untitled

2009-01-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

I m Death Bored..So ended Up posting some Nonsense Over here.~~~

Okiee.>~~Wakey wakey~~Nowadays,

My life seems to be So ubiquitous all the way~~

I m Lost...

I m Lost ...

I m Lost..>>..<<

I lost faith in you and I am truly dissapointed with your actions this time....

I am afraid to lose you after all that we've been through....
(It's been a long, long, long journey)

I would not want any problems to stop us ...

I am not a person who will give up easily, and I will not this time...

I have faith in both you and myself

and no matter what it takes, I strongly believe that we will make it through ...

I miss you ... and I need you

I pray and wish that I do not have to dislike you in the future...

Accept the fact that things are different now, not like how it used to be , back then.

Cheers

NeW Year 2009 REsoLution

2009-01-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

Let me think of some New year resolution..

1. To NOT give up easily and work harder for my studies

2. Start exercising

3. To have a stronger mentality, be more patient and not rely on other people too much.

4.Learn to be ignorance when it comes to certain things. Keeping quiet might just be the best solution

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL~

TOuching~~

2008-12-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

This video really changes the way you look at life and the person you love. I actually started to cry at the end of the video. Very touching. lol.. i love this!! it makes me so emotional! lol!! jeeez.. it makes me feel like crying! haha i would do this for my girl! lol..XDXD

Whoever said love is blind is dead wrong. Love is the only thing that lets us see each other with the remotest accuracy.

K..

Me goes lonely gain.all alone again.here i am without you, maybe it is our destiny that we can not be together.Love is simple.....Love is hard.....Love is something that breaks our heart.Memories is all that's left.I'm alone and i have to wait. I'm down but i have my faith.

Unfortunately, not every romantic relationship lives up to our early hope and dreams. You can be a truly wonderful man, but that doesnt mean it is right for you.

Cheers~~~

Trust

2008-12-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.”

If there's one thing we know to be true it's this...

Relationships cannot grow or have a chance of becoming happy if there's no trust.

"3 Ways to Build Trust"

Trust is often taken for granted when it comes to intimate relationships. We trust-- or don’t trust-- that the agreements we’ve made with one another will be kept. These may include staying faithful to one another, continuing to deepen your connection, or “being there” for each other no matter what among other possible agreements..

But when we really look at the day to day lives we lead with our partner, is there really a strong sense of trust?

Weaknesses in trust can range from intense to more subtle. Perhaps-- with no real evidence to indicate it-- you worry about your partner cheating on you or maybe you doubt he or she will love you if you let your true self show. It could be that you regularly expect that your love will not follow through on a promised project or task. No matter where on the spectrum lack of trust falls, it gets in the way of your relationship being as intimate as it could be.

Consider this illustration…..

Imagine you are 50 ft. up in the air on a climbing wall with nothing keeping you from falling except a harness, rope and your climbing partner—or belayer—who stands on the ground holding that rope. From the top of the wall you gaze down at the ground and begin to wonder: How sturdy is this rope that is holding me up? Will my belayer prevent me from falling and get me down safely? Needless to say, vulnerable feelings and just a little bit of fear may come rushing in.

It is up to your belayer to pay attention to what you are doing and to adjust the rope accordingly. It is also up to you, the climber, to trust that you will be eased gently down the wall to the ground when you have reached the top. A distracted belayer could mean not only a bumpy ride down the wall, but also your safety in jeopardy. At the same time, an untrusting climber could hang indefinitely on the wall refusing to move. It is literally a leap of faith when you let go of the holds and allow yourself to be lowered down. Climber and belayer must work together, stay present, and communicate clearly so that the climbing experience will be enjoyable and not end up an emergency room visit!

So it goes with intimate relationships. It is not uncommon for one or both people to feel vulnerable and wonder whether or not the other person will be there when needed. Without trust in one another, intimacy cannot grow and your relationship can become stuck.

Try these 3 ways for creating trust and intimacy with your partner….

1. Let go of the past.
Almost every one of us has had a past relationship that left us feeling wary of loving or trusting anyone again. Tune into your current situation and allow yourself to move on from those old hurts. This may require acknowledging the ways that the past comes up for you in the present. Breathe and remind yourself to let go of the past and focus on what’s currently going on.

2. Be yourself.

Sometimes we hide habits, tendencies, even desires that are important to us because we don’t trust that our partner will approve of them. We undercut intimacy by keeping this barrier up to hide what we think won’t be loved. In effect, we don’t feel lovable as our true selves. Make it a goal to appreciate yourself—“warts” and all—and then allow every part of you to be seen by your partner. Chances are your love will be more accepting than you think.

3. Listen and understand.

Just as communicating is vital to the climber and belayer, it is also important to anyone wanting to increase intimacy in a love relationship. When situations come up that challenge your trust in the other person, stop and ask him or her questions about what appears to be happening. It is likely that your perceptions are not accurate. Listen with an open heart and allow yourself to understand what is going on for the other person.

These 3 ways can help you begin to turn a relationship weak in trust into one where strong trust fosters deeper intimacy. It starts with letting go, loving yourself, and listening with an open heart.

2008-12-16T02:59:00.001+08:00

IM DEPRESSED!!!
IM FREAKING BORED NOW!!!
IM REALLY PISSED NOW!!!
SUPER ANNOYED!!!

Gosh, how I wish I can actually explain how I feel now.
Everyone is enjoying themselves while Im stuck at home, how great? Very!
playing games, having dinner together,playing basketball,skating.
Those are what I want and should be doing today!
Although I can like have my little karaoke session on my own in the toilet, pretend Im skating where I am actually roller blading, or even pretend to have a happy dinner, but whats the point?
Its sad!

Frankly speaking, am I really that childish? Immature? Silly? Gullible? Stupid in a way?
Or even sound and look likes a kid?
Please please do let me know. I BADLY want to know this.

Sometimes I wonder am I really 18 this year or I am actually really 8 years old like how I always like to joke around.
Or is it my joke came true?
Sigh
Its just sad.
I am a college student and I have to behave like a kindergarten or primary school kids.
Hey I bet some primary kids are already going out, running around with their cool gadgets like hand phones, PSP, Ipods or MP3 player, branded clothes and everything.
Kids nowadays are luckier than I am eh? *ENVY*

Yeah I know some of you might think, its for my own good to stay home and behave myself.
Yeah I agree in a way but how would you feel if u are over protected?
That totally sucks.
I should have a limit or at least a number or privacy and freedom at the age of 18.
Not only at the age of 18, everyone deserves to have their own rights to freedom!!

I have limits too and its not that I dont study, I dont work hard or I go out everyday.
I know my limits; I even arrange everything, plan everything and inform every single detail about my outings whenever I have one.
Its so unfair!!! I did all Im suppose to do!

Everything is so well protected, where goes the challenges in life?
How would people grow and gain knowledge from something new since everything is well measured? How will you learn?

And why are my parents specially over protected over me?
I dont mind having strict parents but over protective is way too crazy for me to accept.

OKOK...stop My granfather/mother storyy here~~~

ME And The Other Half Ended~~**

Everything happen for a reason?

But how IF I can't find the reason at all?
How IF there is just no proper or explainable reason?
Or Am I going insane?

Sometimes...

The only feeling that you actually feel...
The only word that describe how you feel...
Is solely...
Regrets...

But when you actually do feel such way...
It's just too late to do anything...
There's no turning back...
No way(s) of reversing things done...
Too late to even feel regret!

It's ENd Tonight~~

Its Over~

The only solution to this,
Is to just move on,
To move forward and forget bout the past...

Sherynn..cheerss~~WE're still fren ya~~

I m FIne here~~

That’s it for the moment.
Till then, hope for the best for everyone!
May God bless everyone!
(^_^)

2008-12-16T02:52:00.001+08:00

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

2008-12-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

Today is definately my BIG day..

The day I was born 18 years ago. Time flies.
~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. =P

Yes, like many are saying, i am getting old. =(
But definitely young at heart!!
I finally reach the last year of my teen life.
Wooh...so fast!!! (^_^)

Officially I am legal now. HEHE. No more sneaking into the cinema......

and..

Happy BIrthday to Britney spears as well.

Its definitely a great birthday for me this year.
Last day before my birthday, I went out with my dear to One Utama to celebrate because my dear will off to Ipoh (her Hometown)..+ =)

BUt the day was fun.

I ate without paying. YAHOO. My food was yunmmy~~

And today i went out to station one with 7 of my friends.

It's really cool too see my high school friends
In short, all my friends and people who matters to me,
Gathered together for my birthday.
(Well I do hope they really intended to celebrate with me.
They better be! =P
And of course to have fun at the same time…)
Thanks a lot again people!!! Heart you people ~

I got a present that I never expected to receive. It was definitely one shocking thing and its something priceless I should say.(GLory GLory Man United)..HEHE. Thank you so much.

Last but not least, to all my frens, THANKS A LOT FOR EVERYTHING!!!

But anyway, although those who I expected to come didnt make it, I still managed to have lots of fun. I thought it would be a boring and plain outing but things turned out pretty good indeed.
I appreciate it a lot!
Love all of u guys lots..
Thanks for making my day memorable.

I will post the pictures if i received it from my friends..

Sorry, not much elaboration in this post.
Rushing to get this done actually.
Will elaborate more during the weekend.

I m really tired..

ONce again...thank you....

Cheers---------

2008-11-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

FiNAL EXAM BEGIN~~~

WIsh me LUck People~

Finally UPDATING`

2008-11-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

I have so many things to do… so many things to think about...

BUT

I am just sitting here… with an empty brain, feeling restless, body aches

and of course NOT doing anything!

I am feeling bored, all bored and I find nothing to do ...

(besides playing games – which I just did AGAIN)

And when I am bored, I will miss somebody and that somebody is none other than my dear. Hmph~ hmph~~ hmph~~~

It’s been raining everyday recently and it will continue raining almost everyday for the entire month.
I do love it when it rains, perfect weather to sleep… weee~~~

I have been so busy recently!!! *Finals is around the corner~!!!

Start studying~~Flame flo~~

– sleepy sleepy*
Been having all sort of mix feelings at the same time too.
Stress + emotional + worry + tired + sad + angry + depressed etc.
Home has seriously not been a very good place to be either.

Sounds scary when it all comes at once right?

Sometimes, with so many things in mind to handle,

It is really driving me crazy in a way.
It feels like I have been pushed hard onto the wall with no where else to run.
Like I have been stucked in the middle of no where…
I don't even feel like I am who I used to be...

Okok..back to my studies now~~

I AM SO TERRIFIED!
During the class, almost everyone was blurting out answers with confidence

while I was getting more and more terrified!

Okay, I do get what they were trying to say but I realize that I have so much more to read!
I am so so so soooooo BEHIND time.
Worst, I ONLY have 2 more weeks to accomplish my plans..Wish me luck k?

Okay okay,
Back to studies… can't waste some more time…
OR
I'LL BE DEAD in less than 2 weeks time!

Cheers~~
Have a great weekend people~!!

Happy Extra 1 day Public holiday~

2008-10-28T01:39:00.000+08:00

WEE~
Today is a public holiday!!!
So 1 day holiday for everyone...
I wonder what plan(s) are in stored for me by my parents.
[Cross fingers, shopping can?]
Need to keep my mind OFF some issues and focus on relaxation. (while I still can!)

Everyday seems the same for me nowadays.
Sleep late, wake up late, eat late…worst comes to worst, my brain is functioning pretty slow and late also.
Gosh, I am seriously facing a major problem of short-term memory (In short, amnesia)
A minute I put down something, leave it there, go settle my other chores and when I return, I have no idea about where I last put my things.
This is such a bad thing and I really fell sad and annoyed.

I m dead bored today~~ew~~

I finally can't stand staying home with nothing to do.
Worst, staying home ALL ALONE is just sad~!

OKok..i shall get back to rest now.~

Cheeers~~

2008-10-27T03:35:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY TRIED J.CO!!! [after weeks and weeks of craving]
I would regret big time if I didn't turn up that day.
Those donuts are just YUMMMMMMMEY!!! =)
I still want more.... craving for more....

Anyway, I had a fantastic Saturday!
Why???
Cause I got to go out with my girlfriend, had J.CO donuts that I had been craving for weeks and even met up with 1 awesome friends!

Happy Happy~~^^

In short, my day went:
We headed to Times Square for lunch at Shabu Shabu Train, then walked through Sg.Wang and Lot 10 (we met up with alvin here) to Pavilion (where we had J.CO donuts) and later walked back to Times Square and met up with 2 other friends.

I am pretty happy that I am feeling all better today…
… though still got slight uneasy feeling… but no worries. =)

Last but not least,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!!~
>> Feel kinda sad I can't tag along for deepavali house hopping this year.
Will miss all the yummy yummy yummy food cook by Some Indian near by my house~~

OKok...I shall stop here today~

Cheers~
Have a great week ahead people.... =)

2008-10-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

First and foremost
Don't you just love the weather today?
It's a little wet cause of the heavy rain.
The feeling of the wind blowing against you is just great, isnt it?
Somehow, it is a happy thing that the haze is finally gone and once again, the baby blue sky with all the thick clouds is clearly visible.

Wee~
A super busy and fun day for me, so far....
And now,
Im gonna start hibernating to store up energy for tonight! =)tonight~~tonight~~

AND

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY Ng Meiying!!
May all your wishe(S) come true *wink*

Have a great day and Enjoy to the max ya!
*I am sure you will enjoy yourself with us around, hehehe*

I hope you have a blast during your birthday celebration today. =
May God bless you always.

Alrite, I shall stop here, have to go out yam cha with friends now.
Hope everyone had a good Tuesday just like I do.
Happy happy, must keep this condition!!
Smile smile!!

Cheers~~

2008-10-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

Why weekends always seem to be SOOOO short???
GOsh.... *sad face*
Why can't it be longer for once?
Oh well,
Must face reality, its the 1st day of the week again! BOOoooOooo!
Time seems to be passing way way faster ever since I joinned the business programme.

It's Going to November already and final exam will be around, in another month time.
Aiyo!

Why most of the things circulating in my brain has to do with studies?
Am I that stuck up?
HOLIDAY(s) anyone??? I need a break, people. =)

Well, last weekend, the 11 of us went to the orphanage together for community service.

Location: Somewhere in Cheras
No. of kids: 20++ of them (Aged between 4 to 12 years old)

Overall, my team members ROCK!
(which includes myself, hehe) =P
Everyone was so co-operative and most importantly,
We ENJOYED and had FUN!

The kids were so amused and enlightened with Babies.

Afterthat, we went to Dragon++, Sunway Pyramid from 3.30pm all the way until 5.30p.m.

We ate, chat,ate, gossip, ate..

TIRED~~

Most of us got home early as we were all tired because of the community service.,OK..I met someone afterthat, and pls kindly refer to mengyee's blog about this..I m tired to rewrite it~~Sorry

OKOK~~

Cheers~
Shall get back to bed

2008-10-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, after weeks of procrastinating, the entry of mine is here.!My last proper blog entry would be last 7days ++ ago which means a week .I apologies for keep procrastinating

First of all,I have done my2nd semester MId term examination .

I just know i did not failed any subjects *clap clap*

ALthough the results i achieved are not that marvellous, But i somehow expected it and they

are not too bad too.Good enough d.:Hehe.

Just right for people of my standard?

Nothing special happened today except i nearly got sick the night before.
I was sneezing through out the night. I can at least sneeze up to 10 times non-stop.
Bless me , bless me.
Gosh. I thought i was going to get flu.
Luckily, yahoo, no sick and no flu!
Im really really glad as i just dislike to get sick.\

These few days, despite there is no proper internet connection for me to log on to messenger or even to surf the net in peace, I still managed to stay up late and sleep as 'early' as 4am.
I am starting to feel so sick,
to feel all ill about life now.
There are just too many things cramming in my tiny little crappy brain or maybe it is just me who is thinking way too much.
Let's not rant and spoil the day.

It is raining practically everyday.
Got wet in the rain+ deprived of sleep+ exam stress = SICK = cough= Wayne.
Although it is quite annoying to move around when it is raining, but I kind of enjoy it.
The rain brings such relaxing feeling which can actually make you fall asleep faster.
The feeling of looking out the window when it's raining is really relaxing as well.
Silver drops of water drip one after another.
Drip, Drip, and keeps dripping till the rain stops.
A clear blue sky will then be visible after the wonderful rain.

However, I still dislike driving in the rain.
When it's raining, visions get blur,
Traffic jams are seen everywhere, and
People transform themselves into scary monsters, which are furious, angry

,annoyed and eagerto reach their destination.

All that matters now is ignorance,

That accident tends to occur.

Anyway , it had been a crazy week for me next week with full or asignment.

Wayne will be on Assignment-rush mode for next week.

Updates will only be made as soon as i completed my asignment.

(Hopefully i can finish then FAST!)

cao~~CHeeers--be happy always

2008-09-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

YAHOO!!
Freedom and holidays at last!!!
I am officially done with my mid term
I am quite worry about the result, but I guess I shouldn't start worrying for nothing so fast, as the last paper was only a few days ago.
However, there will be some assignment need to be done from Monday till Wednesday.

We HAVE OUTING

My friends+ sherynn,4 the of us went out for dinner together last night.

We reserved a room,
Filled our stomach with Thai food,(OUCH!!That's SPicy)
Catch things up with each other,
Laughed our heads off,

I am super happy!!!
I am grinning from ear to ear!!!
I feel loved!!!
I feel appreciated!!!
I feel lucky!!!
But I am tired......HE HE HE.

Sometimes I just don't quite understand myself.
I get very emo trying to figure out who exactly I am

Sometimes I wonder, what exactly is the actual reason for being nice?
Do we really have to take into consideration each and everyone's feelings and not bother about your own feelings?
Can we actually manage to not offend or hurt anyone at all?

AND.....

Happy Birthday gurl!!!!!!Meng yee
Its finally your turn to turn 17 years old.
Looks like it's coming to nearly 5 years since we know each other.
It is not exactly a long duration but it's not a short period of time as well.

From the bottom of my heart, I dearly treasure this friendship.
I hope we will maintain this friendship as long as time permits. ^.

Anyway......
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE,
May you stay pretty, smart, HAPPY, cheerful, POsitive, sweet and lovely always,
Must always look at the bright side of everything gurl, although nothing is positive in this world,
Have a great day and enjoy yourself ya.

I SHall Stop here today..HAve AN Awesome week people!!

1st day of MiD Term Exam

2008-09-23T03:20:00.000+08:00

Hello hello!

Yeah I know everyone is like bugging me to update my blog.
So sorry, I took like ages to update one new entry.

1 paper down, 5 more to go!

Today is the 1st day of mid term and all that is in my mind when I woke up was,

get MAcroeconomic paper over with and dash home to sleep

Barely can open my eyes at all after only 2 hours of sleep.PIGY**

Back to the main point!!

Honestly, I am so screwed up for the paper.

I hope I gave my best shot!!

I just crapped as much as I could.

Anyway,

Let's hope I can turn up in college tomorrow.

Off I go to bed.......

CHeers~~

Ditagged By Meng yee

2008-09-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

The rules and regulations :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1) I M SHORT

2) I M FAT

3) Singing Loud in the toilet is the way i found to destress myself (cool)

4)I am in a good mood today.

5)Being strong and Brave become my only determinations that drive me forward

6)I definitely LOVE how the moon looks these few days.

7)I lurve Sherynn

8)I must start studying!!

9)I Love good surprises and being jolly happy

10) I want Outing

11) I Love being freedom

12) I hate all awful, ugly, scary pictures of the victims

13)I dislike the feeling of loneliness, but I enjoy being alone.

14)I am a passive boy, not an aggressive boy! =P...lolz

15)I wish to Travel to PARIS for my weeding ceremony

Late post

2008-09-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MID AUTUMM Festival/ Happy MoonCake Festival.

How I miss the times when I was still 'little'...

When I have my own colourful fish/ dragonfly/ bunny lantern

Getting all excited to play candles with my cousins... burning leaves (lol), killing ants? haha

Those were the days...

Now... man! Such feeling will eventually fade as we grow?

All I do is supervise the young ones and make sure they don't attempt something WILD,

take care of the paper lanterns and replace the candles...

AND... no more sights of colourful fishy lanterns anymore. =(

I am lost!

I am going crazy!

I am going insane!
I am so worry!
I am panic!

MID SEMESTER EXAM IS NEXT WEEK,

I am absolutely not prepared to sit for any paper and there are only 5 more days left.

Sigh.

I wish I have more time.

There nearer the exam is, the more I feel like sleeping.

I can sleep as early as 8.30pm, where before, I can never sleep at any time earlier than 11pm or maybe 12am.

After reading only 2 chapters of any subject, eventually I will fall asleep without me even noticing.

(-_-")

It has become a habit for me to sleep on top of my books nowadays and luckily, there isn't any world map on my books. =P

I am such a pig, don’t you just agree?

Wish me luck people,
I shall be heading back to work.
More midnight oils to burn.

Tada Tada Tada

2008-09-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

I feel good, tada tada da….*jumps up and down*
I love the weather today… its cold and windy… perfect day for driving!!& Basketball!!Dating as well!!
First of all, I’m back!!
I’ve been super busy with homework, essays and assignments.
So everyday, you will see one panda walking around the college, all deprived of sleep.

My feeling is much more stable than and not as emotional as last week.
But I'm still a little depress over studies.
However, I'm working hard in it and I am not giving up!
Determination all high!!!

I have no time to chat online, no time to even tidy up my room although its like a jungle now filled with all books, clothes and everything.
It’s just crazy. I really need the rest that I deserve today. (^_^)

Anyway, since I have a day to rest peacefully, I shall really use today well!
Hmph, Sherynn just told me I got dinner tonight, luckily no homework today!!
Hehehe
Happy day everybody!! Have a nice day!!!
Cheers~!!

Saturday

2008-09-05T18:08:00.000+08:00

Whoah, so fast, a week passed. I have been pretty busy and I have no time to even blog anything. All I was able to do is to just visit the cbox and type something there.
Anyway, I am not considered as free now , just taking some time out to crap something here.

Yeah I know everyone is like bugging me to update my blog.
So sorry, I took like ages to update one new entry.
Whenever I reached home,

I start to finished all my task and homework.

Sometimes,I will just head to bed as well. I’m too deprived of sleep so well, hehehehe, can’t blame me. (^_^)
And I would like to apologize for not having the proper time to drop by everyone’s blog.
My bad, sorry!

Yahoo!! It is the weekend again!

I never look forward for weekends as much as I do now. However, it is not going to be a relaxing weekend as I have so much to do.

I have to study all subject;there will be lots of quizzes, which is also known as EXAM!

as well as going to college feeling all sleepy+ tired which cause me to not concentrate fully in class. I know that is bad. =P
Nothing special happened today. (Friday)

JUst Being Random ~~

2008-09-04T17:45:00.000+08:00

I am rather inspired to study as well as inspired to be a nerd now.
(How random!)
BUT, my fat arse just keeps getting stuck on any chair(s) in front of the computer and food!
Mid Term exam are in 3 weeks time..... **Slightly more than 3 weeks to be accurate.**
Weekends are the best days toostudy But,,
On both days,I was practically out of the house most of the time, and yes,
I did not touch the books again.NO to study! =(Such a failure!)
It's Thrusday again...Am really really very exhausted and tired!
Finally got the time to update my blog.

Computer programmes seem to be so attractive these days, I don't understand why...
do you know why? hehe
AND I 100% need to stop eating so much!
Why do I always feel hungry for no absolute reasons and feels like eating almost everything at one go? I am so tempted to eat whenever I see the sight of food.
CRAZY!Am I growing or what??
LOL. I definitely hope thats the reason.
(I wish to Grow Taller)
*GOD.Please Grant my wish!

CHeers~~

Short Outing

2008-08-28T08:22:00.000+08:00

Well, since both Sherynn and I are early,We had our early breakfast at Sukses.

After food,we proceeded to the library,attempting to study a little before attending the extra class.(Well, I failed! =D)=*SHerynn has the Taylor's Identity also..Wahaha**

The library was rather empty,and with such atmosphere,it is supposed to be a rather perfect place to studyBUT instead, I got rather tempted to go online instead. =P
[All computers were almost free! ]So i M here!!

HAPPY~~

Let's hope there will be more fun outings coming in the next few days. =)
CHeers~~

I FInally Updated My Blog

2008-08-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

It's been almost 1 weeks since I last update.
Poor blog, been dead for so long!
Sorry for not updating as i m now busying with my test,homework,GF**
There is no other better words to describe my current situation than the word,B.U.S.Y!..

I am supposed to be studying now for my test.*
(yes the book is wide open right beside of me)
But unfortunately, I got all distracted, like usual. HEHE.
All my power to study (like yesterday) shut down just like that.

>> Finally have the permission to go out/ drive out alone at night for dinner/gathering to somewhere far from home to meet up with my dear. [']We 're happy +fun+excited!We had a marvelous time together and it was just splendid being able to catch things up with each other.

~~ STUPID internet and MSN!
Been having problem logging in the entire night!Eventhough I managed to get connected for a few times, but not long later, I got dc again

I m DEAD>.I m DEAD>>TIred..
OK..~End oF Ranting.~~GOod NIght.!!CHeers~~

Wayne Wayne ^+^****=_=

Give A wave to My IDOL Cristiano Ronaldo.@T_T

IT's TIme To Nerd..Baby

STEVEN TEA GARDEN

Ready For Battle

Valentine Day

Chinese New Year

People..IT works On ME~~~~HEHE

SLEEPLESSNESS--

Taurus~~***

RanDom-Ness On Me~~~

Just Bored

My views~~

A healthy relationship is based on respect.

It's when:

Jealousy - is this love?

Abuse can have an affect on you in all sorts of ways, such as

Trust and communication

Empty~

Good Day

Ao....

Questione

RANDOM STUFF AGAIN AND AGAIN

RANDOM RANTS

Untitled

NeW Year 2009 REsoLution

TOuching~~

Trust

Finally UPDATING`

Happy Extra 1 day Public holiday~

1st day of MiD Term Exam

Ditagged By *Meng yee *

Late post

Tada Tada Tada

Saturday

JUst Being Random ~~

Short Outing

I FInally Updated My Blog

Ditagged By Meng yee