Monday, November 10, 2008

Finally UPDATING`

I have so many things to do… so many things to think about...

BUT 

I am just sitting here… with an empty brain, feeling restless, body aches
and of course NOT doing anything!

I am feeling bored, all bored and I find nothing to do ...
(besides playing games – which I just did AGAIN)
And when I am bored, I will miss somebody and that somebody is none other than my dear. Hmph~ hmph~~ hmph~~~

It’s been raining everyday recently and it will continue raining almost everyday for the entire month.
I do
 love it when it rainsperfect weather to sleep… weee~~~

I have been so busy recently!!! *Finals is around the corner~!!!
Start studying~~Flame flo~~
– sleepy sleepy*
Been
 having all sort of mix feelings at the same time too.
Stress + emotional + worry + tired + sad + angry + depressed etc.
Home has seriously 
not been a very good place to be either.

Sounds scary when it all comes at once right?
Sometimes, with so many things in mind to handle,
It is really driving me crazy in a way.
It feels like I have been 
pushed hard onto the wall with no where else to run.
Like I have been stucked in the middle of no where…
I don't even feel like I am who I used to be...


Okok..back to my studies now~~
I AM SO TERRIFIED!
During the class, almost everyone was blurting out answers with confidence
while I was getting more and more terrified!
Okay, I do get what they were trying to say but I realize that I have so much more to read!
I am 
so so so soooooo BEHIND time.
Worst, I 
ONLY have 2 more weeks to accomplish my plans..Wish me luck k?

Okay okay,
Back to studies… 
can't waste some more time
OR
I'LL BE DEAD in less than 2 weeks time!

Cheers~~
Have a great weekend people~!!

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