TOuching~~

This video really changes the way you look at life and the person you love. I actually started to cry at the end of the video. Very touching. lol.. i love this!! it makes me so emotional! lol!! jeeez.. it makes me feel like crying! haha i would do this for my girl! lol..XDXD

Whoever said love is blind is dead wrong. Love is the only thing that lets us see each other with the remotest accuracy.

K..

Me goes lonely gain.all alone again.here i am without you, maybe it is our destiny that we can not be together.Love is simple.....Love is hard.....Love is something that breaks our heart.Memories is all that's left.I'm alone and i have to wait. I'm down but i have my faith.

Unfortunately, not every romantic relationship lives up to our early hope and dreams. You can be a truly wonderful man, but that doesnt mean it is right for you.

Cheers~~~

Trust

To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.”

If there's one thing we know to be true it's this...

Relationships cannot grow or have a chance of becoming happy if there's no trust.

"3 Ways to Build Trust"

Trust is often taken for granted when it comes to intimate relationships. We trust-- or don’t trust-- that the agreements we’ve made with one another will be kept. These may include staying faithful to one another, continuing to deepen your connection, or “being there” for each other no matter what among other possible agreements..

But when we really look at the day to day lives we lead with our partner, is there really a strong sense of trust?

Weaknesses in trust can range from intense to more subtle. Perhaps-- with no real evidence to indicate it-- you worry about your partner cheating on you or maybe you doubt he or she will love you if you let your true self show. It could be that you regularly expect that your love will not follow through on a promised project or task. No matter where on the spectrum lack of trust falls, it gets in the way of your relationship being as intimate as it could be.

Consider this illustration…..

Imagine you are 50 ft. up in the air on a climbing wall with nothing keeping you from falling except a harness, rope and your climbing partner—or belayer—who stands on the ground holding that rope. From the top of the wall you gaze down at the ground and begin to wonder: How sturdy is this rope that is holding me up? Will my belayer prevent me from falling and get me down safely? Needless to say, vulnerable feelings and just a little bit of fear may come rushing in.

It is up to your belayer to pay attention to what you are doing and to adjust the rope accordingly. It is also up to you, the climber, to trust that you will be eased gently down the wall to the ground when you have reached the top. A distracted belayer could mean not only a bumpy ride down the wall, but also your safety in jeopardy. At the same time, an untrusting climber could hang indefinitely on the wall refusing to move. It is literally a leap of faith when you let go of the holds and allow yourself to be lowered down. Climber and belayer must work together, stay present, and communicate clearly so that the climbing experience will be enjoyable and not end up an emergency room visit!

So it goes with intimate relationships. It is not uncommon for one or both people to feel vulnerable and wonder whether or not the other person will be there when needed. Without trust in one another, intimacy cannot grow and your relationship can become stuck.

Try these 3 ways for creating trust and intimacy with your partner….

1. Let go of the past.
Almost every one of us has had a past relationship that left us feeling wary of loving or trusting anyone again. Tune into your current situation and allow yourself to move on from those old hurts. This may require acknowledging the ways that the past comes up for you in the present. Breathe and remind yourself to let go of the past and focus on what’s currently going on.

2. Be yourself.

Sometimes we hide habits, tendencies, even desires that are important to us because we don’t trust that our partner will approve of them. We undercut intimacy by keeping this barrier up to hide what we think won’t be loved. In effect, we don’t feel lovable as our true selves. Make it a goal to appreciate yourself—“warts” and all—and then allow every part of you to be seen by your partner. Chances are your love will be more accepting than you think.

3. Listen and understand.

Just as communicating is vital to the climber and belayer, it is also important to anyone wanting to increase intimacy in a love relationship. When situations come up that challenge your trust in the other person, stop and ask him or her questions about what appears to be happening. It is likely that your perceptions are not accurate. Listen with an open heart and allow yourself to understand what is going on for the other person.

These 3 ways can help you begin to turn a relationship weak in trust into one where strong trust fosters deeper intimacy. It starts with letting go, loving yourself, and listening with an open heart.

IM DEPRESSED!!!
IM FREAKING BORED NOW!!!
IM REALLY PISSED NOW!!!
SUPER ANNOYED!!!

Gosh, how I wish I can actually explain how I feel now.
Everyone is enjoying themselves while Im stuck at home, how great? Very!
playing games, having dinner together,playing basketball,skating.
Those are what I want and should be doing today!
Although I can like have my little karaoke session on my own in the toilet, pretend Im skating where I am actually roller blading, or even pretend to have a happy dinner, but whats the point?
Its sad!

Frankly speaking, am I really that childish? Immature? Silly? Gullible? Stupid in a way?
Or even sound and look likes a kid?
Please please do let me know. I BADLY want to know this.

Sometimes I wonder am I really 18 this year or I am actually really 8 years old like how I always like to joke around.
Or is it my joke came true?
Sigh
Its just sad.
I am a college student and I have to behave like a kindergarten or primary school kids.
Hey I bet some primary kids are already going out, running around with their cool gadgets like hand phones, PSP, Ipods or MP3 player, branded clothes and everything.
Kids nowadays are luckier than I am eh? *ENVY*

Yeah I know some of you might think, its for my own good to stay home and behave myself.
Yeah I agree in a way but how would you feel if u are over protected?
That totally sucks.
I should have a limit or at least a number or privacy and freedom at the age of 18.
Not only at the age of 18, everyone deserves to have their own rights to freedom!!

I have limits too and its not that I dont study, I dont work hard or I go out everyday.
I know my limits; I even arrange everything, plan everything and inform every single detail about my outings whenever I have one.
Its so unfair!!! I did all Im suppose to do!

Everything is so well protected, where goes the challenges in life?
How would people grow and gain knowledge from something new since everything is well measured? How will you learn?

And why are my parents specially over protected over me?
I dont mind having strict parents but over protective is way too crazy for me to accept.

OKOK...stop My granfather/mother storyy here~~~

ME And The Other Half Ended~~**

Everything happen for a reason?

But how IF I can't find the reason at all?
How IF there is just no proper or explainable reason?
Or Am I going insane?

Sometimes...

The only feeling that you actually feel...
The only word that describe how you feel...
Is solely...
Regrets...

But when you actually do feel such way...
It's just too late to do anything...
There's no turning back...
No way(s) of reversing things done...
Too late to even feel regret!

It's ENd Tonight~~

Its Over~

The only solution to this,
Is to just move on,
To move forward and forget bout the past...

Sherynn..cheerss~~WE're still fren ya~~

I m FIne here~~

That’s it for the moment.
Till then, hope for the best for everyone!
May God bless everyone!
(^_^)

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Today is definately my BIG day..

The day I was born 18 years ago. Time flies.
~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. =P

Yes, like many are saying, i am getting old. =(
But definitely young at heart!!
I finally reach the last year of my teen life.
Wooh...so fast!!! (^_^)

Officially I am legal now. HEHE. No more sneaking into the cinema......

and..

Happy BIrthday to Britney spears as well.

Its definitely a great birthday for me this year.
Last day before my birthday, I  went out with my dear to One Utama to celebrate because my dear will off to Ipoh (her Hometown)..+ =)

BUt the day was  fun.

I ate without paying. YAHOO. My food was yunmmy~~

And today i went out to station one with 7 of my friends.

It's really cool too see my high school friends
In short, all my friends and people who matters to me,
Gathered together for my birthday.
(Well I do hope they really intended to celebrate with me.
They better be! =P
And of course to have fun at the same time…)
Thanks a lot again people!!! Heart you people ~

I got a present that I never expected to receive. It was definitely one shocking thing and its something priceless I should say.(GLory GLory Man United)..HEHE. Thank you so much.

Last but not least, to all my frens, THANKS A LOT FOR EVERYTHING!!!

But anyway, although those who I expected to come didnt make it, I still managed to have lots of fun. I thought it would be a boring and plain outing but things turned out pretty good indeed.
I appreciate it a lot!
Love all of u guys lots..
Thanks for making my day memorable.

I will post the pictures if i received it from my friends..

Sorry, not much elaboration in this post.
Rushing to get this done actually.
Will elaborate more during the weekend.

I m really tired..

ONce again...thank you....

Cheers---------

FiNAL EXAM BEGIN~~~

WIsh me LUck People~

Finally UPDATING`

I have so many things to do… so many things to think about...

BUT 

I am just sitting here… with an empty brain, feeling restless, body aches

and of course NOT doing anything!

I am feeling bored, all bored and I find nothing to do ...

(besides playing games – which I just did AGAIN)

And when I am bored, I will miss somebody and that somebody is none other than my dear. Hmph~ hmph~~ hmph~~~

It’s been raining everyday recently and it will continue raining almost everyday for the entire month.
I do love it when it rains, perfect weather to sleep… weee~~~

I have been so busy recently!!! *Finals is around the corner~!!!

Start studying~~Flame flo~~

– sleepy sleepy*
Been having all sort of mix feelings at the same time too.
Stress + emotional + worry + tired + sad + angry + depressed etc.
Home has seriously not been a very good place to be either.

Sounds scary when it all comes at once right?

Sometimes, with so many things in mind to handle,

It is really driving me crazy in a way.
It feels like I have been pushed hard onto the wall with no where else to run.
Like I have been stucked in the middle of no where…
I don't even feel like I am who I used to be...

Okok..back to my studies now~~

I AM SO TERRIFIED!
During the class, almost everyone was blurting out answers with confidence

while I was getting more and more terrified!

Okay, I do get what they were trying to say but I realize that I have so much more to read!
I am so so so soooooo BEHIND time.
Worst, I ONLY have 2 more weeks to accomplish my plans..Wish me luck k?

Okay okay,
Back to studies… can't waste some more time…
OR
I'LL BE DEAD in less than 2 weeks time!

Cheers~~
Have a great weekend people~!!

Happy Extra 1 day Public holiday~

WEE~
Today is a public holiday!!!
So 1 day holiday for everyone...
I wonder what plan(s) are in stored for me by my parents.
[Cross fingers, shopping can?]
Need to keep my mind OFF some issues and focus on relaxation. (while I still can!)

Everyday seems the same for me nowadays.
Sleep late, wake up late, eat late…worst comes to worst, my brain is functioning pretty slow and late also.
Gosh, I am seriously facing a major problem of short-term memory (In short, amnesia)
A minute I put down something, leave it there, go settle my other chores and when I return, I have no idea about where I last put my things.
This is such a bad thing and I really fell sad and annoyed.

I m dead bored today~~ew~~

I finally can't stand staying home with nothing to do.
Worst, staying home ALL ALONE is just sad~!

OKok..i shall get back to rest now.~

Cheeers~~

I FINALLY TRIED J.CO!!! [after weeks and weeks of craving]
I would regret big time if I didn't turn up that day.
Those donuts are just YUMMMMMMMEY!!! =)
I still want more.... craving for more....

Anyway, I had a fantastic Saturday!
Why???
Cause I got to go out with my girlfriend, had J.CO donuts that I had been craving for weeks and even met up with 1 awesome friends!

Happy Happy~~^^

In short, my day went:
We headed to Times Square for lunch at Shabu Shabu Train, then walked through Sg.Wang and Lot 10 (we met up with alvin here) to Pavilion (where we had J.CO donuts) and later walked back to Times Square and met up with 2 other friends.

I am pretty happy that I am feeling all better today…
… though still got slight uneasy feeling… but no worries. =)

Last but not least,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!!~
>> Feel kinda sad I can't tag along for deepavali house hopping this year.
Will miss all the yummy yummy yummy food cook by Some Indian near by my house~~

OKok...I shall stop here today~

Cheers~
Have a great week ahead people.... =)

First and foremost

Don't you just love the weather today?
It's a little wet cause of the heavy rain.
The feeling of the wind blowing against you is just great, isnt it?
Somehow, it is a happy thing that the haze is finally gone and once again, the baby blue sky with all the thick clouds is clearly visible.

Wee~

A super busy and fun day for me, so far....
And now,
Im gonna start hibernating to store up energy for tonight! =)tonight~~tonight~~

AND

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY Ng Meiying!!
May all your wishe(S) come true *wink*

Have a great day and Enjoy to the max ya!
*I am sure you will enjoy yourself with us around, hehehe*

I hope you  have a blast during your birthday celebration today. =
May God bless you always.

Alrite, I shall stop here, have to go out yam cha with friends now.
Hope everyone had a good Tuesday just like I do.
Happy happy, must keep this condition!!
Smile smile!!

Cheers~~

Why weekends always seem to be SOOOO short???
GOsh.... *sad face*
Why can't it be longer for once?
Oh well,
Must face reality, its the 1st day of the week again! BOOoooOooo!
Time seems to be passing way way faster ever since I joinned the business programme.

It's Going to November already and final exam will be around, in another month time.
Aiyo!

Why most of the things circulating in my brain has to do with studies?
Am I that stuck up?
HOLIDAY(s) anyone??? I need a break, people. =)

Well, last weekend, the 11 of us went to the orphanage together for community service.

Location: Somewhere in Cheras
No. of kids: 20++ of them (Aged between 4 to 12 years old)

Overall, my team members ROCK!
(which includes myself, hehe) =P
Everyone was so co-operative and most importantly,
We ENJOYED and had FUN!

The kids were so amused and enlightened with Babies.

Afterthat, we went to Dragon++, Sunway Pyramid from 3.30pm  all the way until 5.30p.m.

We ate, chat,ate, gossip, ate..

TIRED~~

Most of us got home early as we were all tired because of the community service.,OK..I met someone afterthat, and pls kindly refer to mengyee's blog about this..I m tired to rewrite it~~Sorry

OKOK~~

Cheers~
Shall get back to bed

Finally, after weeks of procrastinating, the entry of mine is here.!My last proper blog entry would be last 7days ++ ago which means a week .I apologies for keep procrastinating

First of all,I have done my2nd semester MId term examination .

I just know i did not failed any subjects *clap clap*

ALthough the results i achieved are not that marvellous, But i somehow expected it and they 

are not too bad too.Good enough d.:Hehe.

Just right for people of my standard?

Nothing special happened today except i nearly got sick the night before.
I was sneezing through out the night. I can at least sneeze up to 10 times non-stop.
Bless me , bless me.
Gosh. I thought i was going to get flu.
Luckily, yahoo, no sick and no flu!
Im really really glad as i just dislike to get sick.\

These few days, despite there is no proper internet connection for me to log on to messenger or even to surf the net in peace, I still managed to stay up late and sleep as 'early' as 4am.
I am starting to feel so sick,
to feel all ill about life now.
There are just too many things cramming in my tiny little crappy brain or maybe it is just me who is thinking way too much.
Let's not rant and spoil the day.

It is raining practically everyday.
Got wet in the rain+ deprived of sleep+ exam stress = SICK = cough= Wayne.
Although it is quite annoying to move around when it is raining, but I kind of enjoy it.
The rain brings such relaxing feeling which can actually make you fall asleep faster.
The feeling of looking out the window when it's raining is really relaxing as well.
Silver drops of water drip one after another.
Drip, Drip, and keeps dripping till the rain stops.
A clear blue sky will then be visible after the wonderful rain.

However, I still dislike driving in the rain.
When it's raining, visions get blur,
Traffic jams are seen everywhere, and
People transform themselves into scary monsters, which are furious, angry

,annoyed and eagerto reach their destination.

All that matters now is ignorance,

That accident tends to occur.

Anyway , it had been a crazy week for me next week with full or asignment.

Wayne will be on Assignment-rush mode for next week.

Updates will only be made as soon as  i completed my asignment.

(Hopefully i can finish then FAST!)

cao~~CHeeers--be happy always

YAHOO!!
Freedom and holidays at last!!!
I am officially done with my mid term
I am quite worry about the result, but I guess I shouldn't start worrying for nothing so fast, as the last paper was only a few days ago.
However, there will be some assignment need to be done from Monday till Wednesday.

We HAVE OUTING 

My friends+ sherynn,4  the  of us went out for dinner together last night.

We reserved a room,
Filled our stomach with Thai food,(OUCH!!That's SPicy)
Catch things up with each other,
Laughed our heads off,

I am super happy!!!
I am grinning from ear to ear!!!
I feel loved!!!
I feel appreciated!!!
I feel lucky!!!
But I am tired......HE HE HE.

Sometimes I just don't quite understand myself.
I get very emo trying to figure out who exactly I am

Sometimes I wonder, what exactly is the actual reason for being nice?
Do we really have to take into consideration each and everyone's feelings and not bother about your own feelings?
Can we actually manage to not offend or hurt anyone at all?

AND.....

Happy Birthday gurl!!!!!!Meng yee
Its finally your turn to turn 17 years old.
Looks like it's coming to nearly 5 years since we know each other.
It is not exactly a long duration but it's not a short period of time as well.

From the bottom of my heart, I dearly treasure this friendship.
I hope we will maintain this friendship as long as time permits. ^.

Anyway......
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE,
May you stay pretty, smart, HAPPY, cheerful, POsitive, sweet and lovely always,
Must always look at the bright side of everything gurl, although nothing is positive in this world,
Have a great day and enjoy yourself ya.

I SHall Stop here today..HAve AN Awesome week people!!

1st day of MiD Term Exam

Hello hello!

Yeah I know everyone is like bugging me to update my blog.
So sorry, I took like ages to update one new entry.

1 paper down, 5 more to go!

Today is the 1st day of mid term  and all that is in my mind when I woke up was,

get MAcroeconomic paper over with and dash home to sleep

Barely can open my eyes at all after only 2 hours of sleep.PIGY**

Back to the main point!!

Honestly, I am so screwed up for the paper.

I hope I gave my best shot!!

I just crapped as much as I could.

Anyway,

Let's hope I can turn up in college tomorrow.

Off I go to bed.......

CHeers~~

Ditagged By *Meng yee *

The rules and regulations :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1) I M SHORT

2) I M FAT

3) Singing Loud in the toilet is the way i found to destress myself (cool)

4)I am in a good mood today.

5)Being strong and Brave become my only determinations that drive me forward

6)I definitely LOVE how the moon looks these few days.

7)I lurve Sherynn

8)I must start studying!!

9)I Love  good surprises and being jolly happy

10) I want Outing

11) I Love being freedom

12) I hate all awful, ugly, scary pictures of the victims

13)I dislike the feeling of loneliness, but I enjoy being alone.

14)I am a passive boy, not an aggressive boy! =P...lolz

15)I wish to Travel to PARIS for my weeding ceremony

Late post

HAPPY MID AUTUMM Festival/ Happy MoonCake Festival.

How I miss the times when I was still 'little'...

When I have my own colourful fish/ dragonfly/ bunny lantern

Getting all excited to play candles with my cousins... burning leaves (lol), killing ants? haha

Those were the days...

Now... man! Such feeling will eventually fade as we grow?

All I do is supervise the young ones and make sure they don't attempt something WILD,

take care of the paper lanterns and replace the candles...

AND... no more sights of colourful fishy lanterns anymore. =(

I am lost!

I am going crazy!

I am going insane!

I am so worry!

I am panic!

MID  SEMESTER EXAM IS NEXT WEEK,

I am absolutely not prepared to sit for any paper and there are only 5 more days left.

Sigh.

I wish I have more time.

There nearer the exam is, the more I feel like sleeping.

I can sleep as early as 8.30pm, where before, I can never sleep at any time earlier than 11pm or maybe 12am.

After reading only 2 chapters of any subject, eventually I will fall asleep without me even noticing.

(-_-")

It has become a habit for me to sleep on top of my books nowadays and luckily, there isn't any world map on my books. =P

I am such a pig, don’t you just agree?

Wish me luck people,
I shall be heading back to work.
More midnight oils to burn.

Tada Tada Tada

I feel good, tada tada da….*jumps up and down*
I love the weather today… its cold and windy… perfect day for driving!!& Basketball!!Dating as well!!
First of all, I’m back!!
 I’ve been super busy with homework, essays and assignments.
So everyday, you will see one panda walking around the college, all deprived of sleep.

My feeling is much more stable than and not as emotional as last week.
But I'm still a little depress over studies.
However, I'm working hard in it and I am not giving up!
Determination all high!!!

I have no time to chat online, no time to even tidy up my room although its like a jungle now filled with all books, clothes and everything.
It’s just crazy. I really need the rest that I deserve today. (^_^)

Anyway, since I have a day to rest peacefully, I shall really use today well!
Hmph, Sherynn just told me I got dinner tonight, luckily no homework today!!
Hehehe
Happy day everybody!! Have a nice day!!!
Cheers~!!

Saturday

Whoah, so fast, a week passed. I have been pretty busy and I have no time to even blog anything. All I was able to do is to just visit the cbox and type something there.
Anyway, I am not considered as free now , just taking some time out to crap something here.

Yeah I know everyone is like bugging me to update my blog.
So sorry, I took like ages to update one new entry.
Whenever I reached home,

I start to finished all my task and homework.

Sometimes,I will just head to bed as well. I’m too deprived of sleep so well, hehehehe, can’t blame me. (^_^)
And I would like to apologize for not having the proper time to drop by everyone’s blog.
My bad, sorry!

Yahoo!! It is the weekend again!

I never look forward for weekends as much as I do now. However, it is not going to be a relaxing weekend as I have so much to do.

I have to study all subject;there will be lots of quizzes, which is also known as EXAM!

It is a practically normal week with all the usual doing homework till late night thing, sitting in front of the monitor surfing for information for hours, study as much as I could before I sleep and playing some game to go destressed

as well as going to college feeling all sleepy+ tired which cause me to not concentrate fully in class. I know that is bad. =P
Nothing special happened  today. (Friday)

JUst Being Random ~~

I am rather inspired to study as well as inspired to be a nerd now.
(How random!)
BUT, my fat arse just keeps getting stuck on any chair(s) in front of the computer and food!
Mid Term exam are in 3 weeks time..... **Slightly more than 3 weeks to be accurate.**
Weekends are the best days toostudy But,,
On both days,I was practically out of the house most of the time, and yes,
I did not touch the books again.NO to study! =(Such a failure!)
It's Thrusday again...Am really really very exhausted and tired!
Finally got the time to update my blog.

Computer programmes seem to be so attractive these days, I don't understand why...
do you know why? hehe
AND I 100% need to stop eating so much!
Why do I always feel hungry for no absolute reasons and feels like eating almost everything at one go? I am so tempted to eat whenever I see the sight of food.
CRAZY!Am I growing or what??
LOL. I definitely hope thats the reason.
(I wish to Grow Taller)
*GOD.Please Grant my wish!

CHeers~~

Short Outing

Well, since both Sherynn and I are early,We had our early breakfast at Sukses.

After food,we proceeded to the library,attempting to study a little before attending the extra class.(Well, I failed! =D)=*SHerynn has the Taylor's Identity also..Wahaha**

The library was rather empty,and with such atmosphere,it is supposed to be a rather perfect place to studyBUT instead, I got rather tempted to go online instead. =P
[All computers were almost free! ]So i M here!!

HAPPY~~

Let's hope there will be more fun outings coming in the next few days. =)
CHeers~~

I FInally Updated My Blog

It's been almost 1 weeks since I last update.
Poor blog, been dead for so long!
Sorry for not updating as i m now busying with my test,homework,GF**
There is no other better words to describe my current situation than the word,B.U.S.Y!..

I am supposed to be studying now for my test.*
(yes the book is wide open right beside of me)
But unfortunately, I got all distracted, like usual. HEHE.
All my power to study (like yesterday) shut down just like that.

>> Finally have the permission to go out/ drive out alone at night for dinner/gathering to somewhere far from home to meet up with my dear. [']We 're happy +fun+excited!We had a marvelous time together and it was just splendid being able to catch things up with each other.

~~ STUPID internet and MSN!
Been having problem logging in the entire night!Eventhough I managed to get connected for a few times, but not long later, I got dc again

I m DEAD>.I m DEAD>>TIred..
OK..~End oF Ranting.~~GOod NIght.!!CHeers~~